On the 22nd of March 09, after the one week holiday, I had to go back to KK to continue my duties. It was a very happy and memorable moments with Wafiy around. Yes I am sad & I hate to leave him but I know Allah will take care of Wafiy, I know my family will never leave him alone, insyaAllah. I pray to Allah may our problems solved soon, may we be together again, and may Wafiy have a normal family again. Amin.

I left Wafiy that evening with hugs & kisses and I told him, “Abi will be back.”

Wafiy with my sister Masturah, before I got onto the bus

Wafiy with my sister Masturah, before I got onto the bus

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During my journey in the bus, I remembered a song by Puddle of Mudd entitled ‘Blurry.’ The lyrics & video clips of the song kind of remind me of what is happening to our life. No matter how bad my life will be, I pray to Allah Wafiy will always be okay, in this life and after.

Blurry- Puddle of Mudd

Everything’s so blurry
and everyone’s so fake
and everybody’s empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that I’ll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you’re doing
imagine where you are
there’s oceans in between us
but that’s not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there’s noone left that’s real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that I will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you’re doing
I wonder where you are
There’s oceans in between us
but that’s not very far

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

This pain you gave to me

You take it all
You take it all away…

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